Addiction

By: Amphitrite (papervanity@gmail.com)

Rated: PG

Summary: She can’t stay away.

 

 


 

“Tell me what you want.” Cold fingers trail down the side of her cheek, leaving tingling paths. She shivers.

 

“I want to go home.”

 

She receives a resounding slap on the cheek. She winces and bites her lip. She can taste the blood in her mouth. She opens her mouth and lets herself be kissed. She can feel hot breath on her lips.

 

“Anything but that, dear. Anything in the world.”

 

“I want Michael.”

 

The flicker of jealousy in those obsidian eyes disappears after a second. She is kissed again. That mouth trails down her neck; whispers in a malicious voice ghost over her skin.

 

“Consider the deed done, my dear.”

 

*

 

“Is he to your satisfaction, lovely?”

 

Her eyes rove over his beaten figure and she swallows hard. What was she thinking, letting this maniac kidnap him? He opens his eyes and meets hers. She gasps at the lack of life in his eyes. He has been broken as well. She wishes she were brave enough to take him and run, fighting her captor all the way. She shakes her head. What is she thinking? She has already begun to become brainwashed. She will never escape.

 

In a brief flash of foolishness, she wonders if he is cold, alone in that dank cell.


”But do not forget: he is only a toy, nothing to you—you are mine, and mine only.”

 

She nods obediently.


- - -

 

“You’re pretty to look at, that’s all,” she breathed, tentatively running a finger down his cheek. “You are nothing to me.” Her voice shook at the obvious lie and he flinched, but refused to lose eye contact. It weakened her, he knew, to see his eyes fixed on hers. She cupped his face and drew him closer, staring at him as if he would disintegrate any moment. He fought the urge to back away—

 

Light footsteps echoed in the background and a shrill voice called her name. She instantly dropped her hand in the manner of a child being caught with his hand in the cookie jar and straightened up, smoothing back her hair.

 

“Yes, dearest?” she answered, and she started towards the exit. Then she topped and looked back over her shoulder for one brief second. “I won’t be back,” she whispered, sounding so weak and fragile that he almost felt sorry for her.

 

She stumbled and he lay down in his cell, waiting for her next appearance.

 

*

 

Two weeks later, she was back. Without a single word, she slumped inelegantly down next to him and with cold precision and complete lack of emotion, he wrapped his arm around her and pulled her close. She lost her practiced stature and avoided his eyes.

 

“I’m so tired,” she murmured into his dirty black shirt.

 

He didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to.

 

“I want to go home.”

 

He stroked her side gently without any emotion on his face. After a moment, he replied.

 

“Your home is here now, with Amelia.” He didn’t say what they were both thinking. And so is mine, and it will remain so until we die. There was a silence, creeping stealthily into the tiny room and swallowing them whole. His words hung tauntingly in the air. She inhaled deeply, gripping his hand so hard it almost hurt. He didn’t wince.

 

“No,” she whispered to his shoulder, “my only home is with you.” His shoulder felt damp but he did not mention it. “Always you,” she choked. “Only you.

 

He squeezed her hand back and pulled her even closer. The only noticeable expression of any feeling on his face was the sad, pitying look in his eyes as he watched her silently cry.

 

Neither of them spoke for a long time.